Wednesday, April 28, 2010

TOMORROW

Tomorrow is my driving test,dont know why my heart started pounding nervously...
I know ,I shouldnt be like that....but I just cant help myself...
Although uncle chong said my performance quite ok dy...however,I knew myself,lack of judgement skills during driving...and sometimes when I started moving the car from its stationary state,the car went choking a bit...that's dangerous,the engine can just dead anytime...somemore the car I'll be driving tomorrow is InMaju's car...can be VIVA or KANCIL...I'm not used to the car's there...many things can be different...and worst if I get VIVA...

I have to stop worrying.....stop it...I have to overcome my fear...I can do it...I'll pass the test tomorrow...I WILL!!!

I pray...Lord...help me...Amen.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Stress looming over me...

Next thurs will be my driving test...
Now I have only learnt 4 times of driving from uncle Chong...
Not confident yet...
My reaction time not improve yet...
Still lack of driving skills ....
And experience...
arhhhhhhhh~too fast for test....**

I have to PRACTICE harder!!!
from today onwards....
gambateh to myself...

Monday, April 19, 2010

NEW LAPTOP for me!!!!


tada~my acer laptop,just bought from pc fair last Saturday....Daddy have given me a surprise....because he told me that he wouldnt want me to have laptop so fast.Hey...I'm not a small girl anymore...=o=
Anyway,I got it!!!when I'm playing badminton with my church members, halfway daddy call mummy and says he decided to buy a laptop for me...so,that's it!!!
I very trust my father's judgement on choosing one,cuz he is quite a pro in all these things...
yiiiiiippeeeeeeee!!!
About the cost...two thousand over,to me is a bit expensive....but I'm glad daddy is willing to pay that for me^0^
I'll carefully take care my laptop...haha.

Friday, April 16, 2010

World War II(1939-1945)



Pictures of world war II

In my dreams, Children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue, the fields are green
And laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why, does it have to be like this
Tell me why, is there something I have missed
Tell me why, cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why

Every day, I ask myself
what will I have to do to be a man
Do I have, to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who I am
Is that what my life is for?
To waste in a world full of war

Tell me why, does it have to be like this
Tell me why, is there something I have missed
Tell me why, cause I don't understand
When so many needs somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why
Just tell me why (why, why, why)

(why why do we always say?) tell me why
(why why do we pass the blame?) tell me why
(why why does it never rain?)
can someone tell us why we cannot just be friends
--Declan

It is bitter to recall the history of world war II.
Yesterday I have watch a movie called "the pianist"...
A true story.
Happened years ago during the broke out of world war II.
Heartbreaking,touching and a respectful one...

Wladyslaw Szpilman,a Polish Jew,a celebrated composer and pianist,
played the last live music heard over Polish radio airwaves
before German conquered Poland.During the brutal occupation,
Poland of Jewish descent being discriminated,killed,and treated badly
by German soldiers.I wonder why German military personnel so hate Jewish,
the smartest tribe in the world??why???
From 50 million jewish in Poland.....become only 6 million???
However, Szpilman eluded deportation and remained in
the devastated Warsaw Ghetto.He struggled to stay alive even
when cast away from his family and loved ones.He would eventually
reclaim his artistic gifts,and confront his fears,with aid from the unlikeliest source
-a German officer,Hesenfeld who helped him hide in the final days of the
war.However,this kind officer failed to retreat from Poland,being captured
and died in the Soviet Prisoner Camp in1952(7 YEARS LATER AFTER
WORLD WAR II)whereas Szpilman died in July2000,he was 88 years old.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

开花啦!!!

我的小仙人掌开花喽~被我命名为小智的它,终于为我绽放出娇柔美丽的黄花!!

怎么样啊?是不是很好看呢^^

可爱的太阳将阳光洒在我小仙人掌身上...

花苞迎着那温柔的朝阳...

蠢蠢欲动...

太阳越升越高...威力也越来越强...

然后....

哇!!!!

黄花呀~~~

哈哈哈....不要怪我大惊小怪...这些原本就是很奇妙美丽的情景,只是往往被人们忽视~

在此,小女子奉劝大家,缓一缓脚步,享受这奇异伟大的大自然吧!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

呼....好累

今天是我第三次学车了...可是我的驾驶技术没什么长进啊.. ==

我最害怕的是要摆进与我这条马路有九十度的路口....除了要眼观八方,控制速度,换gear,还要好好地控制车的方向盘 ,避免撞上不该撞的东西 *o*救命啊~~

我的reaction time 怎么需要那么久呀???

我驾到都不稳定....真的五月就可以应付考试??

还有啊....每次学车都满头大汗...是烈日当空呢...还是那个方向盘太硬叻?

噢~真令我担心...+_+


救世主啊....我需要您的帮忙....拜托嘛~^-^

Friday, April 2, 2010

Nervous,Anxious

Next monday interview for jpa...
a lot to prepare,a lot to worry...
speak fluently in english and malay...
CAN I?

Ask miss Ng what to wear on interview...
cuz she must have a lot experience...
and she said...
NO T-SHIRT,NO JEAN and NO SPORT SHOES...
WHY?

So have to rush to buy slack and formal t-shirt...
and busy reading THE STAR ...
catch some current issues,grab some hot topics...
prepare self-introduction at the meantime...
but short of time,SHORT OF TIME!!!
and tommorrow have to go Johor...
HOW TO CALM MYSELF?