TOMORROW

Tomorrow is my driving test,dont know why my heart started pounding nervously...
I know ,I shouldnt be like that....but I just cant help myself...
Although uncle chong said my performance quite ok dy...however,I knew myself,lack of judgement skills during driving...and sometimes when I started moving the car from its stationary state,the car went choking a bit...that's dangerous,the engine can just dead anytime...somemore the car I'll be driving tomorrow is InMaju's car...can be VIVA or KANCIL...I'm not used to the car's there...many things can be different...and worst if I get VIVA...

I have to stop worrying.....stop it...I have to overcome my fear...I can do it...I'll pass the test tomorrow...I WILL!!!

I pray...Lord...help me...Amen.

Stress looming over me...

Next thurs will be my driving test...
Now I have only learnt 4 times of driving from uncle Chong...
Not confident yet...
My reaction time not improve yet...
Still lack of driving skills ....
And experience...
arhhhhhhhh~too fast for test....**

I have to PRACTICE harder!!!
from today onwards....
gambateh to myself...

NEW LAPTOP for me!!!!

tada~my acer laptop,just bought from pc fair last Saturday....Daddy have given me a surprise....because he told me that he wouldnt want me to have laptop so fast.Hey...I'm not a small girl anymore...=o=
Anyway,I got it!!!when I'm playing badminton with my church members, halfway daddy call mummy and says he decided to buy a laptop for me...so,that's it!!!
I very trust my father's judgement on choosing one,cuz he is quite a pro in all these things...
yiiiiiippeeeeeeee!!!
About the cost...two thousand over,to me is a bit expensive....but I'm glad daddy is willing to pay that for me^0^
I'll carefully take care my laptop...haha.

World War II(1939-1945)

Pictures of world war II

In my dreams, Children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue, the fields are green
And laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why, does it have to be like this
Tell me why,  is there something I have missed
Tell me why,  cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why

Every day, I ask myself
what will I have to do to be a man
Do I have, to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who I am
Is that what my life is for?
To waste in a world full of war

Tell me why, does it have to be like this
Tell me why,  is there something I have missed
Tell me why, cause I don't understand
When so many needs somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why
Just tell me why (why, why, why)

(why why do we always say?) tell me why
(why why do we pass the blame?) tell me why
(why why does it never rain?)
can someone tell us why we cannot just be friends
--Declan

It is bitter to recall the history of world war II.
Yesterday I have watch a movie called "the pianist"...
A true story.
Happened years ago during the broke out of world war II.
Heartbreaking,touching and a respectful one...

Wladyslaw Szpilman,a Polish Jew,a celebrated composer and pianist,
played the last live music heard over Polish radio airwaves
before German conquered Poland.During the brutal occupation,
Poland of Jewish descent being discriminated,killed,and treated badly              
by German soldiers.I wonder why German military personnel so hate Jewish,
the smartest tribe in the world??why???
From 50 million jewish in Poland.....become only 6 million???
However, Szpilman eluded deportation and remained in
the devastated Warsaw Ghetto.He struggled to stay alive even
when cast away from his family and loved ones.He would eventually
reclaim his artistic gifts,and confront his fears,with aid from the unlikeliest source
-a German officer,Hesenfeld who helped him hide in the final days of the
war.However,this kind officer failed to retreat from Poland,being captured
and died in the Soviet Prisoner Camp in1952(7 YEARS LATER AFTER
WORLD WAR II)whereas Szpilman died in July2000,he was 88 years old.

开花啦!!!

我的小仙人掌开花喽~被我命名为小智的它,终于为我绽放出娇柔美丽的黄花!!

怎么样啊?是不是很好看呢^^

可爱的太阳将阳光洒在我小仙人掌身上...

花苞迎着那温柔的朝阳...

蠢蠢欲动...

太阳越升越高...威力也越来越强...

然后....

哇!!!!

黄花呀~~~

哈哈哈....不要怪我大惊小怪...这些原本就是很奇妙美丽的情景,只是往往被人们忽视~

在此,小女子奉劝大家,缓一缓脚步,享受这奇异伟大的大自然吧!

呼....好累

今天是我第三次学车了...可是我的驾驶技术没什么长进啊.. ==

我最害怕的是要摆进与我这条马路有九十度的路口....除了要眼观八方,控制速度,换gear,还要好好地控制车的方向盘 ,避免撞上不该撞的东西 *o*救命啊~~

我的reaction time 怎么需要那么久呀???

我驾到都不稳定....真的五月就可以应付考试??

还有啊....每次学车都满头大汗...是烈日当空呢...还是那个方向盘太硬叻?

噢~真令我担心...+_+


救世主啊....我需要您的帮忙....拜托嘛~^-^

Nervous,Anxious

Next monday interview for jpa...
a lot to prepare,a lot to worry...
speak fluently in english and malay...
CAN I?

Ask miss Ng what to wear on interview...
cuz she must have a lot experience...
and she said...
NO T-SHIRT,NO JEAN and NO SPORT SHOES...
WHY?

So have to rush to buy slack and formal t-shirt...
and busy reading THE STAR ...
catch some current issues,grab some hot topics...
prepare self-introduction at the meantime...
but short of time,SHORT OF TIME!!!
and tommorrow have to go Johor...
HOW TO CALM MYSELF?

无聊

三个月匆匆的过去了...真是时间不留人呐!
现在呀,需开始收起懒散的态度喽~可这谈何容易!!这几个月过惯了吃喝拉撒睡的生活 T.T
苦读了两年书...然后休息几个月养精畜锐也不会太过分,对吧....
(自我安慰－o－)

嗯,下定决心要读药剂!加油啊....
在这期间,我也得自我提升...
1.搞好英文
2.练胆量
3.增加信心

加油啊!!!!我一定办得到!!!主啊~求你赋予我力量!!!!

University of Nottingham,Semenyih

The sun was shining,the sky was blue and snowy white clouds was scattered upon the sky...That day was thursday,I went to the university of Nottingham with my aunts and cousins,just to take a look at this prestigious university that is of branch school of the England's Nottingham.

The environment is well- planted with trees,flowers and grass ,especially palm trees.Rows and rows of palm trees growing abundantly beside the university.Such a green and study-fiendly place...

There is a big lake surrounded by sidewalk and grass that you can go jogging and promenading....or you can just rest on the bench located beside the sidewalk,to brethe some refreshing air.

We went to library too.There were some planks with copper coils mounted on it,which I think is to prevent book-stolen incident from happening,located at the entrance of the library.

And here's the cafeteria.My aunts said the yellowish building made her better appetite for food ...do anyone think so?I saw many students sitting there and enjoying their break and food(this photo was taken after break)...wow~there was white european students, students from china, malaysia,and totally black students from south africa,and some I dont know where they come from.So,there is really a mix with different nation and culture and colours. Some are really handsome and beutiful including both asian and european....Some european are so damn tall!Providing the contrast that i am really tiny...T.T







We eat lunch there too.However,I am not satisfied with those stuffy air inside the canteen.No air-con,no fan,no air pump to circulate the air...urrrh....






The red building is the Faculty of engineering .

Needless to say,this is the corridor and the front guy is my cousin who is going to study here next month.Course he take?civil engineering.






Way back to seremban I saw a car accident,dont know why i got so excited and quickly snapped this photo down...how inhuman am I,I should have show pitiness but NOT exciting...-.-

I am going to study aimst university at kedah...Many people begin asking...why so far?It's like the kingdom far far away....I am nervous+happy+scared,i'm going to be independant,very independant.About7 hours or above if drive from Seremban to kedah.So i'm will not be coming home often,maybe twice per year... I dont have any friends there,so i will be starting a new life there.

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And that night,ji linn's and my family have dinner together at Restaurant Seafood.Unfortunately,Jing fei was not there...Everybody kept asking me where she was...haha.Hey,jing fei,I kept my promise that I will come to your restaurant...To me,the "tomyam'' soup was the best,second was the tomyam fish,other food was nice as well.We had been there for about two hours...but only had 3 tables of people including us.It shoudn't be like that,the food is nice and price is reosonable...

the problem is

1.the appearance of the restaurant is luxury,so most of people think the prices for having meal there will be expensive.

2.Chinese think that it is a malay restaurant,and only serves malay's food,actually it is not.

3.lack of promotion.word of mouth is not enough.

Ji linn's father asked Ji linn,me and Pei rinn to find out what is the causing factor and how to let the business grow...so i just point out the problem...but i am not a businessman,so how could i make a proper solution?

Anyway,just hope that jing fei's restaurant will become famous one day...^^

A good start

SPM result came out yesterday ----11march.The result I consider acceptable because at least I got straight A's.However,I can't get A+ in bio,the subject that I most confident of...let me a little bit sad...but it is ok,I must have the attitude of gratitude...THANKS to all my teacher!!and....Him whom I trust.I will study more diligently....up to my best of best.

BM- A+
BI- A
PM- A
SJ- A+
MT- A+
ADD.MT- A+
PHY- A
CHEM- A+
BIO- A
BC- A-

AND YESSSSSS!I pass my undang test-47/50
No need to look that boring silly book again...^^

waiting

Tommorrow my spm result will be coming out
so,I'm waiting....confidently

Friday I'm going to have my undang test
so,I'm waiting....patiently

Sunday I'm going to open day in utar and maybe aimst
so,I'm waiting....excitingly

next week I'm going to apply scholarships
so,I'm waiting....vexingly

2 months later I'll be further study in university
so I'm waiting....nervously

and now I have to do is pray and have faith in Him
so I'll have peace in waiting...

元宵大团聚

日期:27/2/2010
时间:7.00pm
地点:二舅家
长话短说呢,就是妈咪那边儿五兄弟姐妹和家人,大家聚一聚,吃晚饭,聊聊天。气氛融洽温馨，嗯，我真幸运，有个和谐的大家庭。我呢，就看看戏，拍照，然后找亲戚谈天嘛！

看到了没有,舅母做的"ajak"...照片只能留下"色","香"与"味"仅能留在脑海里....

大表嫂有喜啦!微微隆起的肚皮,五个月了...是个女孩儿!

大表哥老捧着他的相机到处拍照...他还想偷拍我呢,被我抓到,就不客气啦,来个"以牙还牙"!

（图〕大舅、二舅和舅母

大团圆哪！分成两桌,一桌是已婚人士,另一桌当然是未婚人试喽!(当时他们是那样说的...呵)其实我们还有捞生呢，真好玩！什么学业进步啦、步步高升啦、在我们那桌连子孙满堂的话都跑出来了....哈哈哈.....只欠小姨他们一家人了，好可惜...我只能留个照片给住在老远的沙巴的你们啦!

HELP!!!

Oh my,don't know what have happened to my facebook...whenever I want to upload my photo,the computer HANG!!!Now I cant put up beutiful pictures to my facebook!who can help meeeeeeee......

Another nuisance is that my sony ericson c510 needs the sony ericson media player software in order to transfer content to my computer.That said,the minimum requirement to download the software is window xp (pack 3...) but mine is only pack 2...arh...that means,I CANT TRANSFER PHOTOS FROM MY PHONE TO MY COMPUTER!!!

Plus,my camera is not in a good condition,have to go for a repair,I have told my father soooo many times,kept reminding him but until NOW he didn't take a single action...

Photos of CNY gathering

16feb

Six of us,ting-en,xi cui,meng yi,shu jing,jing fei and I had a small gathering at OLD TOWN in terminal 2. I had enjoyed the dinner,a boul of prawn mee and a cold drink of tropical fruit with a scoop of ice cream on top of it. After meal,we first paid a visit to xi cui house without meng yi(she said she have to go to her grandma house),it was the first time I saw her dear father,after 6 or 7 times I went to her house,haha,quite a handsome fatherly man.

Jing Fei's house was the next,but we didnt stay long there because her parents were rushed to went out somewhere....we just took the angpau and snapped some photos and then goooo...

Jing Fei drove all of us to ting-en house.Her grandma was good at telling stories,she told us a true story about a snap theift and a crazy man request for going into her house to drink some water ...something like that...and she warned us to be aware of those strangers...dont simply being cheated by those crafty people...

Then,it was my turn.All of them came to my house to have some drinks and took photos...and they forced me to play gu zheng to them,but luckily it was time to go...hahaha...usually I only play to myself,if you really want me to play,come to my house personally lah... not in group...hee...^^

Next was shu jing's house.I was busy watching the tv while jing fei chatting with shu jing's mother...I remember we stayed there till 11.20p.m and it was time for ting-en to go home,she was such a obedient girl to her father....

However, we went on to hui lee's house,the last house we visited,chatting and playing poker card till 12.15p.m...that's all for that day...

17feb

Gathering at alvin's house as you can see in the photo bellow with our form teacher in form4&5. Then we went to hui lee's house again,and played the poker card again..zu er's house was the last...
These two days we have taken a lot of of angpau..wahahaha...

from left to right:(standing) Tang Sing,me,Mi Shyuan,Charmain,Beili,HongYang,JiaLe,Shuan Cheng, Alvin Lee
(sitting)Gin Yew, Jia Junn, Xi Cui, cik Chiew Sook Ting, Ting-en, Jing Fei, Wai Sing,Lim Ming

富贵吉祥

第一张照片的植物，便是从金马伦买回来的,叫什么富贵树吧。第二张嘛,当然是人人皆知的桔子树喽,从jusco百货公司买回来的。新年要到喽,就富贵吉祥嘛,哈，有趣,有趣。这个华人新年的临到真是振奋人心啊～除了浓浓的佳节气氛、亲友团聚、压岁钱、美味佳肴之外，还有数不清的好戏等着我来看哩！

本小姐在家也没闲着，做了些简单的红包灯笼吊饰和其他东西，想挂在窗口边。

噢～这几个礼拜呢，我看了些武侠小说也追了不少戏，这些事情，我已憋了很久，看都不想看，想也不敢想，就为了应付大考。现在能痛痛快快的放肆，真爽快！

我看了古龙写的「三少爷的剑」，情节嘛就普普通通。古龙的写书方式呢，有些古怪，文中充满了简短的对话，而且大多情节都是刀光血影的。不过呢，他写的楚留香传奇和陆小凤传奇，我还是挺喜欢的。

除此之外，我看了梁羽生写的「龙凤宝叉缘」，和「广陵剑」。此作者的文笔很优美，好的让你感叹华文的博大精深。他的书有些好看的让我陶醉痴迷，可有些就不免沉闷了。

还是金庸所写的武侠小说最深得人心，每集都那么精彩绝伦，耳目一新，让我如痴如醉，废寝忘食。当然，他所写的书，我早已看完了，还翻看了好几遍呢。

唉～我好好一个女孩子，却对武打的书籍产生莫大的兴趣，我想，我是继承了我老爸的爱好吧......^^

boring days

long time no post,but I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO POST!!!no interesting incident happening here,I mean around me,this 2 weeks I just watch tv,read chinese swordsman fiction,surfing the internet,sleep...sometimes accompany my mother buy groceries,help some cooking.Ok,attending computer class too...and I'm going to learn driving....

But I feel boring now....
I would like to read english grammar book,but up to now,I still have no mood to study...

how can I like that?!
no,no I CAN'T WASTE MY TIME CARELESSLY!
have to figure out a new plan for these few months.

About Cameron Highland ,inti camp & Johor Bahru trip

CAMERON HIGHLAND

On the 15 December 2009,my whole family went to Cameron Highland.Well,it's actually a quite boring trip if I have to describe,just to visit all those cactus farms,strawberry farms,souvenirs shops,pasar malam at BERINCHANG, but I just enjoyed,at least tried to enjoy every moment I spent there, breathe some fresh air and to blow off some steam after spm.

I had captured many photos of many type of flowers in Cameron,you know,many times we may be knew the name of the flower,but we just not curious to find out what it looks like,so here are some beautiful flowers with labelled name,haha only beautiful flowers...

八仙花 hydrangea

(it has many sharp and long thorns over its body , and some small red flowers bundle along the stem)

凤仙花 impatiens

(each of them has five petals,may be red,white and pink)

捕蝇草 fly trap

圣诞红 poinsettia
(When the leaves are mature enough,they will turn red permanently)

菊花 crysanthemum 1

crysanthemum 2

crysanthemum 3



crysanthemum 5

crysanthemum 6

(it's a very common flower, as you can see them abundantly especially during
tomb-sweeping day 清明节)

灯笼花

花球

紫罗兰 violet

百合blue lily

Anthurium 火鹤

文心兰

太阳花 sunflower

雏菊 daisy

begonia rose

monkey cup

(this species is very large and long in Cameron)


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INTI CAMP

After I came back from cameron highland,two days later,Xi Cui and I entered the inti camp for 3days 2 night.Emm...actually the camp had not started yet on the first day,but because one of my church friend ,Justin had got the leadership award scholarship ,so we had to be there one day early to support him lah.

2ndday
-there are some motivational talks and professional talk that I considered the information was helpful
- of course there would had some games, but I found that I'm bit introverted and communating in english was totally hard for me as I didn't know how to express myself,and the free fall game was dreadful....I can't overcome that fear,everytime I played this game(2 times only lah)I HAVE DIFFICULY IN BREATHING and I will tremble,oh how lousy am I......
-we had breakfast,lunch ,dinner and supper and we did not have to pay a single cent and the food was yummy!

3rd day
-the students in inti shared their experience,wow, their thaughts and the way they talk was mature
-ok,xi cui and I chose to go the applied science workshop,this part was the most interesting section,we learnt the process of DNA fingerprinting and tissue culture,we also had the opportunity to do some hand-out ^o^
-this was the last part of the camp, we were asked to write notes to friends in inti ,appreciating them,may be.I wrote to xi cui,jia junn and tarshini......

-then,we sang the "you raise me up " song together,hugged anyone we would like to hug,that moment was touching.......

you raise me up

when i am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

when troubles come and my heart burdened be;

then, i am still and wait here in the silence,

until you come and sit awhile with me.

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you raise me up, so i can stand on mountains;

you raise me up,to walk on stormy seas;

i am strong, when i am on your shoulders;

you raise me up:to more than i can be.

*repeat

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there is no life- no life without its hunger;

each restless heart beats so imperfectly;

but when you come and i am filled with wonder,

sometimes, i think i glimpse eternity.

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you raise me up, so i can stand on mountains;

you raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

i am strong, when i am on your shoulders;

you raise me up: to more that i can be.

*repeat

conclusion

this camp really triggered my determination to upgrade myself to become a more skillful and competitive person .

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Johor Bahru Trip

FRIDAY

Friday was the christmas day.After church,our family headed to Johor.it was a quite long journey, about 3 and a half hours.As usual,I was sleeping and eating in the car.We arrived there about six ,i think.We didn't need to book hotel, just went to my father brother's house to enjoy free accomodation as usual,haha.well,nothing special actually,just having a nice christmas dinner with my uncle.At night,we were invited to go in my uncle special hi-fi and projector room(the room was equipped with all high definition and expensive instument)We watch the "final definition"movie,quite interesting but ultimately all protagonist died,a bit dissapointed.

SATURDAY

shopping time!That day we went to 3 shopping centre,wahahahaha...I forgot their name. But i only bought one nice shirt,you see ,how frugal am I .^.^ That night,we watch a hong kong movie,"poker" in my uncle special room.The protagonist is 刘青云and古天乐,i considered the movie just ok to watch.

SUNDAY

We have breakfast together with my uncle,and we left johor about 11.00a.m.I was really reluctant to leave,you know,to watch all those singapore tv programme(johor are able to receive tv signal in singapore, how jealous),to visit all the big big shopping mall,to enjoy the very nice food in Johor ................

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HAPPY HOLIDAYS

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HAPPY NEW YEAR



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Photos of class gathering

OK,friday just came back from cameron highland but I'm not going to talk about it now, may be later,because it will be a long post.Now, I would like to post the photos of our 5M class gathering held at RESTORAN SEAFOOD(my best friend father's restaurant)one month ago.
I have to admit that it was really a good time,though I'm bit nervous because SPM would began a couple of days later.We took many many photos together,I smile to the camera until my smiling look like cry......