merry christmas everyone!!!

Christmas is Jesus
He's alive and he lives today

无题

term 2考试完了,是有轻松点~
可是我一想到我当时考试状况很糟,我就很痛心...心紧紧的揪着.......
为什么这样!!!!

就说化学....题目不难....可是由于我临时换题目回答....过于紧张连容易的题目也出差错........而且放弃的题目也忘了割掉........我又担心又伤心.......

再说数学....我做不完.....之前忙于教会,缺发练习...但我自问问心无愧...我也很努力抽时间做数学呀~

这是我一大挫折...想在这里大吐苦水....

唉~~~~

quiz ended

Finally...the quiz is over.Felt relief.
sigh~~but there is loads of homeworks awaiting me to complete...
Bio and maths paper quite tough...others just ok for me.
My friends said that april batch paper always easier than us...iris said she just use 15min to do all maths ques in april batch maths paper...
How can that be?
But nevermind....quiz is over.
I have much more important things to me to busy on...
1.brushing up my english for muet writing test
2.bio lab report
3.chemistry assignment
4.maths review set
5.physiscs tutorial paper
6.practice singing for a wedding

and next thurs,i'm joining my cf to cameron highland...
so i have to complete all my work before the vacation....
it's bit rush..
but i will push myself a bit harder...
gambateh to myself.

church youth gathering....

Today, although is tired but i am happy....
happy to be one of the member of cf...

feel so enjoy....
a place for me to release tension...
make friends...

I was surprised that Robert and his friend attend our cf...may be cuz we are celebrating mooncake festival...
haha....but dont know why some of my friends dont like him...
i am just a normal friend of him...so i dont know him much...haha

now i feel so so so tired....it's time for me to sleep...

HOLIDAY

I already back to my home town for 1 week...
watching movies,sleeping,play computer games are the activities i have been doing all these days..
oh ya...had my driving test on thurs ,and finally,all pass...haha...such a big relieve...

And.....last week Saturday i joined my family to watch 3D AVATAR at jusco there....just realised that jusco's cinema have 3D dy....movie was nice.However...a unhappy incident lower my spirit that day.....that is i dropped my hp into the toilet bowl...and the hole was so damn deep....and i FLUSHED it!!i was unable to retrieve my phone and i almost cried in the toilet...T.T

Anyway,dad bought a new hp for me yesterday...sony erricson c903...
ai~but at first dad promise to buy me a camera....
now after buying me a hp...i dont think dad is going to buy me a camera....
ai~i am not dare to ask more....it will cost a lot...i dont want my dad to feel burden...
although i really hope to have a camere myself...


i miss my church here...long time didnt hear english sermon dy....
and my church friend here...
of course also my old friend in seremban...

This sat i'm going back...hope that i can make full use of my holiday for this week....

before exam

Exam will be started on the day after tomorrow!!
time flies......
time wait for no man......
that's why time is precious...........

erm....my main point is that----i m going to take my term 1 exam.....
all those scared.....nervous....boring.... a little bit of stress....so and so feelings looming over me....
feel excited at the same time.....
BECAUSE I WILL BE BACK IN ONE WEEK TIME!!!
finally..........after 3 months...
every night sleeping with all those unknown creatures....
get stung yet dint know which bug is the culprit...
urh........

anyway....Lord God of mighty....please help me in my exam....lead me....guide me....no more silly careless mistake....surrender to u oh lord....in the name of Jesus,i pray...amen.

嗨~

下各星期五我领会....
原本想偷懒不去团契的...哈哈....
现在只好乖乖的出席啦~

我是第一次领会啦...
也不太熟悉聚会的流程....
不过,我想应该没问题 ....
只要稍稍的准备一下.....
磨练一下我祷告的技巧....但是要我大声祷告....还是蛮紧张的~
但听说下个礼拜的聚会人数不多...
嗯...还需准备两首诗歌....

我要考试咯........
怕怕....
为我自己加油吧......^0^

hohoho.....i'm back

Too long didnt post...have been quite busy all these days...

Ya.....i'm now a foundation student of aimst.....
and just finished my quiz this week....erm...actually is considered as test,one hour paper,one day per subject.

Ok....where to start.....erm...I have made quite a number of new friends here...some are from distant states like sarawak,KL,johor,perak,kuantan and some are from states nearby like penang...and also sungai petani town,kedah....
They all are interesting people.....

And i joined the chinese methodist church in sg.petani....a bit different from my own church....
but anyway,i can suit myself quite well in this church....
I am lucky to have a housemate attending the same church with me....so I wont me lonely...hahaha...but she will be starting to play piano for both youth meetings and worship session every week in church cuz many degree seniors want to go back to their hometown...
no one except her can play piano....so that's it.
Nevermind.... i can sing alone....haha....

Talk about my studies....Everyday is packed.....LOADS AND LOADS OF HOMEWORK!!!After the lecture session end after 5pm...i will take a nap,bathe myself and go cafe to have my dinner.By the time i finish my dinner......7.45pm.......=.=
Then i will go library till 10.15pm....
So little time...so how can i study when my hw is undone!

And chemistry sub is quite tough....i discovered that during my quiz week....I must work very hard dy....I can do it!I CAN DO IT!!

My second attempt

Fail the driving test last week.Tomorrow will be my second try...i am ready to catch the ball ,yet feeling of nervous still attacking me.

The first step is always the hardest.ok, i take this quote to comfort myself.Nothing is impossible....i encourage myself....i have to be determined and sturdy....i have many more goals to achieve...stop being coward....stay strong.

I'll try my best to strike my goal of passing the test.

Everything is possible to you Lord,let me glorify your name...you are my shield,my strength,my tower of refuge,my redeemer and my saviour.Thank you Lord,Amen.

TOMORROW

Tomorrow is my driving test,dont know why my heart started pounding nervously...
I know ,I shouldnt be like that....but I just cant help myself...
Although uncle chong said my performance quite ok dy...however,I knew myself,lack of judgement skills during driving...and sometimes when I started moving the car from its stationary state,the car went choking a bit...that's dangerous,the engine can just dead anytime...somemore the car I'll be driving tomorrow is InMaju's car...can be VIVA or KANCIL...I'm not used to the car's there...many things can be different...and worst if I get VIVA...

I have to stop worrying.....stop it...I have to overcome my fear...I can do it...I'll pass the test tomorrow...I WILL!!!

I pray...Lord...help me...Amen.

Stress looming over me...

Next thurs will be my driving test...
Now I have only learnt 4 times of driving from uncle Chong...
Not confident yet...
My reaction time not improve yet...
Still lack of driving skills ....
And experience...
arhhhhhhhh~too fast for test....**

I have to PRACTICE harder!!!
from today onwards....
gambateh to myself...

NEW LAPTOP for me!!!!

tada~my acer laptop,just bought from pc fair last Saturday....Daddy have given me a surprise....because he told me that he wouldnt want me to have laptop so fast.Hey...I'm not a small girl anymore...=o=
Anyway,I got it!!!when I'm playing badminton with my church members, halfway daddy call mummy and says he decided to buy a laptop for me...so,that's it!!!
I very trust my father's judgement on choosing one,cuz he is quite a pro in all these things...
yiiiiiippeeeeeeee!!!
About the cost...two thousand over,to me is a bit expensive....but I'm glad daddy is willing to pay that for me^0^
I'll carefully take care my laptop...haha.

World War II(1939-1945)

Pictures of world war II

In my dreams, Children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue, the fields are green
And laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why, does it have to be like this
Tell me why,  is there something I have missed
Tell me why,  cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why

Every day, I ask myself
what will I have to do to be a man
Do I have, to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who I am
Is that what my life is for?
To waste in a world full of war

Tell me why, does it have to be like this
Tell me why,  is there something I have missed
Tell me why, cause I don't understand
When so many needs somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why
Just tell me why (why, why, why)

(why why do we always say?) tell me why
(why why do we pass the blame?) tell me why
(why why does it never rain?)
can someone tell us why we cannot just be friends
--Declan

It is bitter to recall the history of world war II.
Yesterday I have watch a movie called "the pianist"...
A true story.
Happened years ago during the broke out of world war II.
Heartbreaking,touching and a respectful one...

Wladyslaw Szpilman,a Polish Jew,a celebrated composer and pianist,
played the last live music heard over Polish radio airwaves
before German conquered Poland.During the brutal occupation,
Poland of Jewish descent being discriminated,killed,and treated badly              
by German soldiers.I wonder why German military personnel so hate Jewish,
the smartest tribe in the world??why???
From 50 million jewish in Poland.....become only 6 million???
However, Szpilman eluded deportation and remained in
the devastated Warsaw Ghetto.He struggled to stay alive even
when cast away from his family and loved ones.He would eventually
reclaim his artistic gifts,and confront his fears,with aid from the unlikeliest source
-a German officer,Hesenfeld who helped him hide in the final days of the
war.However,this kind officer failed to retreat from Poland,being captured
and died in the Soviet Prisoner Camp in1952(7 YEARS LATER AFTER
WORLD WAR II)whereas Szpilman died in July2000,he was 88 years old.

开花啦!!!

我的小仙人掌开花喽~被我命名为小智的它,终于为我绽放出娇柔美丽的黄花!!

怎么样啊?是不是很好看呢^^

可爱的太阳将阳光洒在我小仙人掌身上...

花苞迎着那温柔的朝阳...

蠢蠢欲动...

太阳越升越高...威力也越来越强...

然后....

哇!!!!

黄花呀~~~

哈哈哈....不要怪我大惊小怪...这些原本就是很奇妙美丽的情景,只是往往被人们忽视~

在此,小女子奉劝大家,缓一缓脚步,享受这奇异伟大的大自然吧!

呼....好累

今天是我第三次学车了...可是我的驾驶技术没什么长进啊.. ==

我最害怕的是要摆进与我这条马路有九十度的路口....除了要眼观八方,控制速度,换gear,还要好好地控制车的方向盘 ,避免撞上不该撞的东西 *o*救命啊~~

我的reaction time 怎么需要那么久呀???

我驾到都不稳定....真的五月就可以应付考试??

还有啊....每次学车都满头大汗...是烈日当空呢...还是那个方向盘太硬叻?

噢~真令我担心...+_+


救世主啊....我需要您的帮忙....拜托嘛~^-^

Nervous,Anxious

Next monday interview for jpa...
a lot to prepare,a lot to worry...
speak fluently in english and malay...
CAN I?

Ask miss Ng what to wear on interview...
cuz she must have a lot experience...
and she said...
NO T-SHIRT,NO JEAN and NO SPORT SHOES...
WHY?

So have to rush to buy slack and formal t-shirt...
and busy reading THE STAR ...
catch some current issues,grab some hot topics...
prepare self-introduction at the meantime...
but short of time,SHORT OF TIME!!!
and tommorrow have to go Johor...
HOW TO CALM MYSELF?

无聊

三个月匆匆的过去了...真是时间不留人呐!
现在呀,需开始收起懒散的态度喽~可这谈何容易!!这几个月过惯了吃喝拉撒睡的生活 T.T
苦读了两年书...然后休息几个月养精畜锐也不会太过分,对吧....
(自我安慰－o－)

嗯,下定决心要读药剂!加油啊....
在这期间,我也得自我提升...
1.搞好英文
2.练胆量
3.增加信心

加油啊!!!!我一定办得到!!!主啊~求你赋予我力量!!!!

University of Nottingham,Semenyih

The sun was shining,the sky was blue and snowy white clouds was scattered upon the sky...That day was thursday,I went to the university of Nottingham with my aunts and cousins,just to take a look at this prestigious university that is of branch school of the England's Nottingham.

The environment is well- planted with trees,flowers and grass ,especially palm trees.Rows and rows of palm trees growing abundantly beside the university.Such a green and study-fiendly place...

There is a big lake surrounded by sidewalk and grass that you can go jogging and promenading....or you can just rest on the bench located beside the sidewalk,to brethe some refreshing air.

We went to library too.There were some planks with copper coils mounted on it,which I think is to prevent book-stolen incident from happening,located at the entrance of the library.

And here's the cafeteria.My aunts said the yellowish building made her better appetite for food ...do anyone think so?I saw many students sitting there and enjoying their break and food(this photo was taken after break)...wow~there was white european students, students from china, malaysia,and totally black students from south africa,and some I dont know where they come from.So,there is really a mix with different nation and culture and colours. Some are really handsome and beutiful including both asian and european....Some european are so damn tall!Providing the contrast that i am really tiny...T.T







We eat lunch there too.However,I am not satisfied with those stuffy air inside the canteen.No air-con,no fan,no air pump to circulate the air...urrrh....






The red building is the Faculty of engineering .

Needless to say,this is the corridor and the front guy is my cousin who is going to study here next month.Course he take?civil engineering.






Way back to seremban I saw a car accident,dont know why i got so excited and quickly snapped this photo down...how inhuman am I,I should have show pitiness but NOT exciting...-.-

I am going to study aimst university at kedah...Many people begin asking...why so far?It's like the kingdom far far away....I am nervous+happy+scared,i'm going to be independant,very independant.About7 hours or above if drive from Seremban to kedah.So i'm will not be coming home often,maybe twice per year... I dont have any friends there,so i will be starting a new life there.

_____________________________________________________

And that night,ji linn's and my family have dinner together at Restaurant Seafood.Unfortunately,Jing fei was not there...Everybody kept asking me where she was...haha.Hey,jing fei,I kept my promise that I will come to your restaurant...To me,the "tomyam'' soup was the best,second was the tomyam fish,other food was nice as well.We had been there for about two hours...but only had 3 tables of people including us.It shoudn't be like that,the food is nice and price is reosonable...

the problem is

1.the appearance of the restaurant is luxury,so most of people think the prices for having meal there will be expensive.

2.Chinese think that it is a malay restaurant,and only serves malay's food,actually it is not.

3.lack of promotion.word of mouth is not enough.

Ji linn's father asked Ji linn,me and Pei rinn to find out what is the causing factor and how to let the business grow...so i just point out the problem...but i am not a businessman,so how could i make a proper solution?

Anyway,just hope that jing fei's restaurant will become famous one day...^^

A good start

SPM result came out yesterday ----11march.The result I consider acceptable because at least I got straight A's.However,I can't get A+ in bio,the subject that I most confident of...let me a little bit sad...but it is ok,I must have the attitude of gratitude...THANKS to all my teacher!!and....Him whom I trust.I will study more diligently....up to my best of best.

BM- A+
BI- A
PM- A
SJ- A+
MT- A+
ADD.MT- A+
PHY- A
CHEM- A+
BIO- A
BC- A-

AND YESSSSSS!I pass my undang test-47/50
No need to look that boring silly book again...^^

waiting

Tommorrow my spm result will be coming out
so,I'm waiting....confidently

Friday I'm going to have my undang test
so,I'm waiting....patiently

Sunday I'm going to open day in utar and maybe aimst
so,I'm waiting....excitingly

next week I'm going to apply scholarships
so,I'm waiting....vexingly

2 months later I'll be further study in university
so I'm waiting....nervously

and now I have to do is pray and have faith in Him
so I'll have peace in waiting...

元宵大团聚

日期:27/2/2010
时间:7.00pm
地点:二舅家
长话短说呢,就是妈咪那边儿五兄弟姐妹和家人,大家聚一聚,吃晚饭,聊聊天。气氛融洽温馨，嗯，我真幸运，有个和谐的大家庭。我呢，就看看戏，拍照，然后找亲戚谈天嘛！

看到了没有,舅母做的"ajak"...照片只能留下"色","香"与"味"仅能留在脑海里....

大表嫂有喜啦!微微隆起的肚皮,五个月了...是个女孩儿!

大表哥老捧着他的相机到处拍照...他还想偷拍我呢,被我抓到,就不客气啦,来个"以牙还牙"!

（图〕大舅、二舅和舅母

大团圆哪！分成两桌,一桌是已婚人士,另一桌当然是未婚人试喽!(当时他们是那样说的...呵)其实我们还有捞生呢，真好玩！什么学业进步啦、步步高升啦、在我们那桌连子孙满堂的话都跑出来了....哈哈哈.....只欠小姨他们一家人了，好可惜...我只能留个照片给住在老远的沙巴的你们啦!

HELP!!!

Oh my,don't know what have happened to my facebook...whenever I want to upload my photo,the computer HANG!!!Now I cant put up beutiful pictures to my facebook!who can help meeeeeeee......

Another nuisance is that my sony ericson c510 needs the sony ericson media player software in order to transfer content to my computer.That said,the minimum requirement to download the software is window xp (pack 3...) but mine is only pack 2...arh...that means,I CANT TRANSFER PHOTOS FROM MY PHONE TO MY COMPUTER!!!

Plus,my camera is not in a good condition,have to go for a repair,I have told my father soooo many times,kept reminding him but until NOW he didn't take a single action...

Photos of CNY gathering

16feb

Six of us,ting-en,xi cui,meng yi,shu jing,jing fei and I had a small gathering at OLD TOWN in terminal 2. I had enjoyed the dinner,a boul of prawn mee and a cold drink of tropical fruit with a scoop of ice cream on top of it. After meal,we first paid a visit to xi cui house without meng yi(she said she have to go to her grandma house),it was the first time I saw her dear father,after 6 or 7 times I went to her house,haha,quite a handsome fatherly man.

Jing Fei's house was the next,but we didnt stay long there because her parents were rushed to went out somewhere....we just took the angpau and snapped some photos and then goooo...

Jing Fei drove all of us to ting-en house.Her grandma was good at telling stories,she told us a true story about a snap theift and a crazy man request for going into her house to drink some water ...something like that...and she warned us to be aware of those strangers...dont simply being cheated by those crafty people...

Then,it was my turn.All of them came to my house to have some drinks and took photos...and they forced me to play gu zheng to them,but luckily it was time to go...hahaha...usually I only play to myself,if you really want me to play,come to my house personally lah... not in group...hee...^^

Next was shu jing's house.I was busy watching the tv while jing fei chatting with shu jing's mother...I remember we stayed there till 11.20p.m and it was time for ting-en to go home,she was such a obedient girl to her father....

However, we went on to hui lee's house,the last house we visited,chatting and playing poker card till 12.15p.m...that's all for that day...

17feb

Gathering at alvin's house as you can see in the photo bellow with our form teacher in form4&5. Then we went to hui lee's house again,and played the poker card again..zu er's house was the last...
These two days we have taken a lot of of angpau..wahahaha...

from left to right:(standing) Tang Sing,me,Mi Shyuan,Charmain,Beili,HongYang,JiaLe,Shuan Cheng, Alvin Lee
(sitting)Gin Yew, Jia Junn, Xi Cui, cik Chiew Sook Ting, Ting-en, Jing Fei, Wai Sing,Lim Ming

富贵吉祥

第一张照片的植物，便是从金马伦买回来的,叫什么富贵树吧。第二张嘛,当然是人人皆知的桔子树喽,从jusco百货公司买回来的。新年要到喽,就富贵吉祥嘛,哈，有趣,有趣。这个华人新年的临到真是振奋人心啊～除了浓浓的佳节气氛、亲友团聚、压岁钱、美味佳肴之外，还有数不清的好戏等着我来看哩！

本小姐在家也没闲着，做了些简单的红包灯笼吊饰和其他东西，想挂在窗口边。

噢～这几个礼拜呢，我看了些武侠小说也追了不少戏，这些事情，我已憋了很久，看都不想看，想也不敢想，就为了应付大考。现在能痛痛快快的放肆，真爽快！

我看了古龙写的「三少爷的剑」，情节嘛就普普通通。古龙的写书方式呢，有些古怪，文中充满了简短的对话，而且大多情节都是刀光血影的。不过呢，他写的楚留香传奇和陆小凤传奇，我还是挺喜欢的。

除此之外，我看了梁羽生写的「龙凤宝叉缘」，和「广陵剑」。此作者的文笔很优美，好的让你感叹华文的博大精深。他的书有些好看的让我陶醉痴迷，可有些就不免沉闷了。

还是金庸所写的武侠小说最深得人心，每集都那么精彩绝伦，耳目一新，让我如痴如醉，废寝忘食。当然，他所写的书，我早已看完了，还翻看了好几遍呢。

唉～我好好一个女孩子，却对武打的书籍产生莫大的兴趣，我想，我是继承了我老爸的爱好吧......^^

boring days

long time no post,but I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO POST!!!no interesting incident happening here,I mean around me,this 2 weeks I just watch tv,read chinese swordsman fiction,surfing the internet,sleep...sometimes accompany my mother buy groceries,help some cooking.Ok,attending computer class too...and I'm going to learn driving....

But I feel boring now....
I would like to read english grammar book,but up to now,I still have no mood to study...

how can I like that?!
no,no I CAN'T WASTE MY TIME CARELESSLY!
have to figure out a new plan for these few months.